Out for Tweaking

My cardiologist lit up like a Christmas tree when I finally said yes to his proposal -- to finally repair my leaky valve. It's been almost a decade since I started to see him in Singapore and year-in, year-out he'd ask me if I was ready. I probably should've done it a year ago, but circumstances back then just wasn't right. I always believed that things always happen at the right time.

I know my whole family and all of my friends are nervous about what I'm about to go through today. I'm nervous too, but my parents taught me to have faith in God for anything. I told Sweetie last night that I felt like how I feel the night before one of my large scale events. He admonished me and said it isn't an event and that there won't be a thousand people around. It will just be my family and me but they are my world.

I'm glad I was so busy with our move the last few weeks. I didn't have time to go emo about what I'm about to go through and was able to spend every waking time I had with the most important people in my life. We still have a lot to go through and that's what I'm looking forward to in the coming months. They're actually more apprehensive while I'm writing this post.

Well whatever happens I leave it all to God. Please pray for me :)